Bleh. I'm feeling really negative right now. Part of it is that Josh made a comment that I keep accusing people of being negative, but I'm negative about them. I realized that he spoke truth and so now I'm faced with the knowledge that I'm not being the positive person I like to be. That on top of having problems with my walk with God is making me grumpy. I feel like I have a load pressing down on me and I'm haivng a really hard time giving it to God and letting Him have it.