I've always wanted to have one of those blogs where people come to be enlightened or encouraged by some sort of profound thought. James is one of those people who seem to think deep thoughts and be able to type them up and publish them for the world to see, and on a fairly regular basis. It's not that I don't have deep thoughts, it's just that I have a hard time putting them into coherent and persuasive language. That's why I've stayed away from the Debate board on the RI. That's why this blogger is more of a place to put what I'm doing and what's going on in my life than my opinions or an expose on anything.

I believe in transparency (to a certain extent of course), but of late I have had a really hard time getting those thoughts out. So instead I post jokes, or tell you what I'm wearing, or do some sort of creative writing. I want to get past that. I want my blogger to become a writing pad, a place where I can muse about anything and maybe even start some discussion.

Most of my readers are friends from many years and they've seen my various cycles of writing. I've been gloomy at times. I've been self-pitying. I've written joyful posts. I've written things that might have been profound. I've done a lot with this blogger. And yet... Somehow I feel I may have sold myself short, thinking that the thoughts that run through my brain aren't worth anything. "No one cares what I think about this or about that" can be found running around in the recesses of my cranal cavity. I know this is false, but yet, it still can stop me from writing.

To this I say: Never more will I stop the thoughts from appearing on screen/paper! nevermore will I think my thoughts are trivial and not worth a penny! From now on, you shall be regaled with the thoughts from the wells of my thought process.