Monday, October 17, 2005

Life is very strange. I'm in kind of a strange funk right now and really, all of the last few weeks. Somewhat related to friends and different situations, but mostly related to me and my world. I've felt like I'm in this glass bowl, watching friends moving outside, thinking they're ignoring me, thinking that I'm alone. You can see the splash marks where I've tried to get out, but I've become tired and have withdrawn. Now I'm waking up again and I see the staircase heading up. I am starting to peek over the edge and see that my friends are there and are willing to spend time with me, etc. Most of all I'm refocusing (once again) on God. The glass isn't obscuring my vision now. I've let it go.

Yeah, speaking metaphorically...

In other news, I made (with Adele's help) my first full-fledged meal. I browned the two roasts, and stuck them in the crockpot with carrots and some Italian Seasoning before church. Then we cooked some potatoes, biscuits, and served salad. All of this was for 8 people who were celebrating Reece's birthday. It turned out very good.

I wonder if the Rexius truck has moved from behind my car... Must go look.

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