Bleh. I am devoid of inspiration. I have a sermon paper to write based on Daniel and my brain is dead. I'm sitting in My Coffee (yes, a favorite place for me) and I've spent pretty much the entire afternoon procrastinating. I have my text: The story of the firey furnace. I have my subject: The Sovereignty of God. I even have an idea on how to introduce it. But everytime I start to write, I can't get anything together. very annoying.

I think I may have commented on this before, but you'd think that after 10 terms of writing papers I'd be able to write them in a snap. No, that's not the case. I have to struggle, procrastinate, panic, and then slap together a paper that either gets an 'A' or a 'B'. don't ask me how that happens.

I talked to a friend yesterday that I hadn't talked to in a couple of years. I had heard that he was married and yes, that was correct. Turns out that he had eloped. To Hawaii. It was a planned elopement though. Heh. That's the way to do it.

So, to my future wife, whereever and whenever and whoever you are, I want to elope!!
Heh.

I'm hungry. Should I spend more money and buy something here, or wait until I get back to my apartment after CCG to eat? Questions, questions.

I read Wuthering Heights this week. A very interesting book. At the end, I closed it and thought about how sad Heathcliff was. He loved, but when rejected, destroyed upwards of half a dozen people. It saddened me. It makes me want to be a whole lot different than that. I want to be able to forgive. I don't want to carry negative emotions, and then proceed to tear down everything, everyone I loved. It's not worth it.

I wonder if my friend will show up. I left a message on his phone to call me when he 's on the way to my place, but he hasn't called yet. hmmm... That may mean I have to walk to my place, and then to CCG. Man, I can't wait to get my car working again.

which reminds me, I'll have to get a ride to Honda when my part comes in. I'm hoping that the weather will be nice enough for me to work on my car and get it fixed. Then I'll be able to start looking for a job. (which I really don't want. I like my life the way it is. But, since I'm moving and going to need more money for rent, I'm going to have to get a job).

Reece and Alicia were happy to hear that I'm moving into a one-bedroom when they get married. That'll take some stress off of them. 'Course it does put some on me, but I'm okay with that.

I learned that my friend Josh and his wife are moving up to Seattle soon. At first it hit me hard, but then I was happy for them. Josh is called to much more than working at a bookstore all his life and I'm looking forward to seeing what happens up there. Gives me more reasons to travel up north though. funny how people move...

Okay, I've rambled enough.