I think I'm under attack.

Last week was awesome! I had several people over for meals, etc. Spent time with them and felt like I was ministering. Sunday church was good and I was renewed. I talked with a guy who wanted to get an application for EBC and I offered to pick it up. Then I went to Matt and Mandy's and helped with a piano. Then I went and picked up my friend Spencer from his apartment and got to CCG late. That was okay. We worshiped and listened to what God did with Rachel and Amber in Africa. Prayed, and that was my sunday.

The rest of the week has been tough. I've been not sleeping well and waking up feeling tired. I might be getting sick. But I'm also mentally distracted. I can't focus on anything. Plus, I'm sad 'cause I haven't heard from some friends in awhile and feel ignored. (This is a symptom of being attacked, 'cause I normally don't go into self-pity, but occasionally I do and then when my friends aren't there to talk to, I get hurt easier. Annoying as heck, 'cause I don't like feeling this way.)

I think I know why I'm being attacked... Because I am starting in on this internship and getting to minister. This state of mind, of physical being, almost always happens when I'm starting to walk in the ministry of God. I really need prayer. And I'd appreciate phone calls too.